I stayed with that cop until I graduated, top of my class too. It’s amazing what a little motivation will do to a man. If I got good grades, I got fucked just how I liked it, rough, hard, and painful. If I failed, I didn’t get anything. It was enough to boost me to actually do the work I was slacking off on. It was nearly two years before he broke it off with me. That may not seem like a long time to most people, but for a guy like me who barely saw the same cock twice, it was an eternity. We weren’t dating or anything as fluffy as that. No it was sex. It was survival. Without that cop I don’t think I would have survived and I know I owe him whatever sanity I salvaged. Life is pretty cruel when you get right down to it. I never understood that before. I thought I knew what being tough was, I mean hell, I’d seen quite a bit in my time, and went through even more, but still, I wasn’t prepared.
It was him who spurned me to looking for my biological father, one of millions who could have shared my mother’s bed. As they say, the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree. I watched as men and women alike were ushered through our front doors and into my mother’s rooms only to be gone the next day and never seen again. There was one though, one who visited often. He was some sort of mob boss, a real big man in the underground business. I didn’t know that at the time, I just knew he’d often teach me little things as a child. He was closest thing to a father I remember having. That cop help me tracked him down, practically delivered me right on his door step before walking away from me forever. He had a girl he wanted to marry and I had a family reunion to see about.
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